Just woke up, it is now 8 in the morning.

Currently at Colin's house;

me and Wai Wen stayed overnight in his house yesterday.

Watched the big match between Brazil and Portugal.

But the score was, erhem, amazing.

After that, had a wonderful chat with them at Colin's condominium compound.

Didnt know we can sit there for 2-3 hours, talking to each other.

We just brought up random topics and the conversation would go on.

It's windy and breezy there, just comfortable enough to speak out everything from the heart.

Thanks to them, I've felt better after talking with them.

They were really listening to every words I was saying.

Finally I think I've got over it.
No longer emo, or heartache.
Moreover, I think it is even better now.
I'm living an ordinary life, and she's living her blissful life. ;D
Before this I was angry and disappointed with myself.
Why couldn't I just tell her what's inside my heart?
Tell her how much I care for her?
Instead, I kept making her angry.
I've taken her for granted, that she'll be long by my side.
I thought that I'll have a lot of time and opportunities to do so.
But actually, I was am just a coward.
I was scared of being rejected, and ending up both of us being embarrassed.
Even so, those are just excuses made up by me, to avoid things.
Pathetic much.
But still, nothing's gonna change though I am saying this.
I've gave up; even if it's still not fully yet, I hope I will.

Just woke up, it is now 8 in the morning.

Currently at Colin's house;

me and Wai Wen stayed overnight in his house yesterday.

Watched the big match between Brazil and Portugal.

But the score was, erhem, amazing.

After that, had a wonderful chat with them at Colin's condominium compound.

Didnt know we can sit there for 2-3 hours, talking to each other.

We just brought up random topics and the conversation would go on.

It's windy and breezy there, just comfortable enough to speak out everything from the heart.

Thanks to them, I've felt better after talking with them.

They were really listening to every words I was saying.

Finally I think I've got over it.
No longer emo, or heartache.
Moreover, I think it is even better now.
I'm living an ordinary life, and she's living her blissful life. ;D
Before this I was angry and disappointed with myself.
Why couldn't I just tell her what's inside my heart?
Tell her how much I care for her?
Instead, I kept making her angry.
I've taken her for granted, that she'll be long by my side.
I thought that I'll have a lot of time and opportunities to do so.
But actually, I was am just a coward.
I was scared of being rejected, and ending up both of us being embarrassed.
Even so, those are just excuses made up by me, to avoid things.
Pathetic much.
But still, nothing's gonna change though I am saying this.
I've gave up; even if it's still not fully yet, I hope I will.